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I’m so angry.
Let’s start with the family.
It started just before i started 6th form in September. Mum and dad
had said that instead of me getting a job, I would do extra stuff around the house (even though I already did) and I’d get money from doing that.-
So my extra help (which is
dusting hoovering, washing,ironing, doing the pots, drying them, putting away, taking bins out, putting stuff in and out of the dryer, some ironing, stuff like that) wasn’t up to their expectations and even though I explained that I had to balance it with homework and stuff. So they get mad at me, I say sorry, do extra stuff and they accuse me of not doing it. Dad’s now stopped giving me money and is stopping my phone bill. -
So I’ve been making sure my room’s tidy but I keep messing up by accident when I’m looking for stuff and mum was getting angrier by the minute.
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I’m avoiding talking to my dad about the whole money thing, because it’ll end up with him yelling at me and I hate it when he shouts. so I’ve been avoiding him. Yesterday mum said well you need to talk to him and Ii said I will later.
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Then this morning she came into my room and had a go at me for leaving the shampoo bottle in the shower etc and then yelled at me about my room and said that i was the laziest slob ever and stuff like that.
So now mum and dad aren’t talking to me. YAAAY.
Next: Options.
-I’m torn. Acting is something that I’m really passionate about and I love doing it. I’d love to go to an acting academy instead of uni, but I’ve got to think rationally. How many actors and actresses are sat in tiny bedsits all their lives waiting for their big break to come, but it never does? Alot.
-My parents think that me going to an acting school is a stupid choice, I should get a ‘proper degree’ so that I can get a ‘proper job’. I agree with them, but I really want to act.
So what should I do?
No-one’s probably read this anyway… I just needed to get some stuff off my chest.
Future Emily, come back and read this, then think about your life and live it how you want it to. :)
